- To be in your Heart

First yawn f d morning, eyes still close,
I think m still dreaming, i see a blue rose,
i see a red moon peeping through horizon..
i can hear a green cloud, in d pocket of tarzan..
it was snowing in Thar on 89th may
Is it me lacking sense or is it a insane day ?
I could feel d place was empty no sound no heat
So silent in here i cud hv heard my heartbeat
But it was missing.. M i still living !?
bCuz I had no heart and d breaths were lost
i widened my eyes nd i was into sumthing vast
It was a like a huge palace, nd ws shaking every second
I think some thing swallowed me, perhaps a dragon
But it was so comfortable, evn gods wd b jealous
bcuz slowly i realised it was better thn heaven

I felt being touched, i felt being loved, i felt d eternal care
every second was pleasure nd i realized, i was where...

i know now, i am in her heart,
so i never needed mine
breaths wer not required too,
As she was taking them for me nd i was fine...
i slowly, walking with short steps,
went closer towards the red walls
and touched it by my lips,
a soul i found kissing me back... u and i sewed
there wud be no space no space til.. Death
But we can avoid tht too
i die right here right now?
so tht here, i cud have a grave
ryt in the center, ripped in u..
And no one can ever lave,
even dying here is like a flute pouring rainbow in my ears
every atom calls u, every cell sheds smiling tears..

The Epitaph Reads-

(From the moment i saw u - And right now - Up till thn..)

I want to know if u too feel the same
if not, its only me to blame
Cuz, even if i try i can never give u all
Trust me i did'nt fell in love wit u,
I am still hving tht fall..

a day that will come.

I FOUND MY REALITY.

WHERE SHADES WANDER IN MUTUALITY

We started slowly in silken shadows

As is toddling in unreal meadows

Quite a walk it has been

Neither hands meet hands

Nor eyes in eyes

We can only share thoughts, and trade some voice.

You smile sometimes  

And I miss every time,

I am truly sorry…

There are things that I couldn’t help

A touch that I can’t feel

A tear that I can’t wipe

But there are promises that I could keep

A relation that we could seal

A bond that we can deal

That one day you’ll see me through

With eyes so gorgeous …

As are you

And on that pretty day

I’ll let you know what I have for you

Of your I have..

A heart that clings, a soul that sings

And little whisper of warmth

Right in your arms

So that could be the perfect gift

Not a tiara, not a jewel

A hug from me

You and I sewed…

There’d never be an argument

But Sometimes a sweetened feud

I know, not this year… but not too late

I wish we raise love that no one could make

Random Thoughts

I be so numb, I be so ill, If i be happy i bluffIts not because you are far away, Its because you ain't close enough..

Come Back,

I really loved u…

Loved you like, I love u now

I may try a lot, 2 lose you... 

Lose u till… I love u more, more I will.
Missing you is my intimate sickness.

It’s making me weaker,

I would die if you are not mine

Please come back, please do

How can u be so strong?

You are flying over the beats,

My heart is skipping in remembering you.

I live in your happiness.

If you don’t want to return, at least make sure m living,

Living when u r smiling... 

Smiling to let me breath
I die in every second of your sadness, 

Never cry

Don’t lose me to death.
Some day you would think,

When you were leaving
why I did not call
Read these words again

Every word is worth a thousand, and
I m giving them till I fall.
Fall more in love with you...

The GolDEn FeathER

I saw a golden feather
I saw a golden feather
So light so delicate
So sexy so chocolate
Flying on music, in red weather
I saw a golden feather…


The curve that it made
Was as crescent makes with night
Kidnapped by stars
So twinkle so bright
The bent was her smile
The stars were her eyes
She still floating
Her hair …the Nile

It came down to me
Rested on my palm
I started smiling too
With breeze in stomach, so calm

Than from nowhere came a violent wind
And my feather rushed away
For that air it was just a twig
I knew, so decided to stay
I know she will come back
As tired sands to bay…

Slowly flying this time she came back
As if musical winds were snatched
But this time that curve was inverted
All happiness lost and all shine diverted

She landed on my palm again
I wished I could turn it up side down
But I was scared my hands too hard and I frowned
“Than how would spark she gain..??”




What I could do I had an idea I’ll blow happiness to her from my lips
My ‘Breaths’ to provide her warmth and ‘Care’ to give her tips
I Commit I’ll put my golden feather on top of clouds where it could freely play
And I’ll be there forever its all that I could say
It’ll dream, shine, and captivate all eyes again
Trust me my golden feather will smile again…

...Mayank/Rewh

MY FIRST BRIDE (FirsT PriZe WinnER CoLLeGe CreaTiVe WriTing)

One morning, one boy, one question unknown

Where actually he needs to go, he was thinking all alone

People, crowd, faces all around

All eyes staring at him as if he was a clown

It was like a whole new world, as if he was born again

From whom should he talk to, to whom to explain?

That was I; it was my first day at BSSS

Wandering here and there, I was looking for my class

I asked a teacher, she said, “check notice” hmm, how stupid I was!

I went and searched the list very quietly

With a feel inside that I’ll study here nicely

I found my name in sec-c list

So nOw I know where to go, I jerked my fist

I felt so proud that I was ready to Learn

And this I learnt in next one month

‘B.Com Sec-c was only made for fun’

My class had characters that cannot be defined

Me being one even I was refined

The problem was with the class; it was loaded with extra features

And all those features were the reason for we crazy creatures

So now you’ll know why Sec-c was different

And why was our class losing its attendance

Because of the four corners our classroom had

All boys in my class were super-cool lads

The back-left widow showed us college canteen

Very tasty food distracting us

The front-right door gave a view of women-cell

All worldly beauties attracting us

The back-left door leads to college alumni

Where everyone wants to shine, no one can deny

From front-left window, we gazed our college gate

Yeah! (Walking from there most of us lose weight)

The sight of parking lot urged us to get back home

See, the college was only like a village and our class like Rome

Only I know how awesome was the ride

My class, Sec-c was my first Bride

...Mayank/Rewh

Miracles Never Happen ( 9th standard )

I get to see,to hear wat i FEEL
to smell, to care,to express with ZEAL
But dew of reasons n hail of FACTS
rain of theories n snow of TACTS
proves it simple n proves it easy..THAT !
Miracles Never HAPPEN

The bond of silken satisfaction,now i SHARE
and all abstract norms tht holds us HERE
Makes us free,2 not 2 BOTHER
A bit for our,mortal LEATHER,
in worst of tempests or ne othr WEATHER

BUT as its carved with a stone dipped FEATHER
Miracles Never HAPPEN !

I doubt if i can explain my deepest THOUGHTS..
bcuz here i break the 3 words,tied in tough KNOTS
for,Every day wen i live stealing air after AIR
In this blackened world,with people UNFAIR
with sumone tht makes my life heaven HERE
Ya its true,wen everyday ma eyes meet hers,
a smile is born tht she see
A Miracle Happens With Me
and they say...

Miracles Never HAPPEN

...Mayank/Rewh