- To be in your Heart

First yawn f d morning, eyes still close,
I think m still dreaming, i see a blue rose,
i see a red moon peeping through horizon..
i can hear a green cloud, in d pocket of tarzan..
it was snowing in Thar on 89th may
Is it me lacking sense or is it a insane day ?
I could feel d place was empty no sound no heat
So silent in here i cud hv heard my heartbeat
But it was missing.. M i still living !?
bCuz I had no heart and d breaths were lost
i widened my eyes nd i was into sumthing vast
It was a like a huge palace, nd ws shaking every second
I think some thing swallowed me, perhaps a dragon
But it was so comfortable, evn gods wd b jealous
bcuz slowly i realised it was better thn heaven

I felt being touched, i felt being loved, i felt d eternal care
every second was pleasure nd i realized, i was where...

i know now, i am in her heart,
so i never needed mine
breaths wer not required too,
As she was taking them for me nd i was fine...
i slowly, walking with short steps,
went closer towards the red walls
and touched it by my lips,
a soul i found kissing me back... u and i sewed
there wud be no space no space til.. Death
But we can avoid tht too
i die right here right now?
so tht here, i cud have a grave
ryt in the center, ripped in u..
And no one can ever lave,
even dying here is like a flute pouring rainbow in my ears
every atom calls u, every cell sheds smiling tears..

The Epitaph Reads-

(From the moment i saw u - And right now - Up till thn..)

I want to know if u too feel the same
if not, its only me to blame
Cuz, even if i try i can never give u all
Trust me i did'nt fell in love wit u,
I am still hving tht fall..

a day that will come.

I FOUND MY REALITY.

WHERE SHADES WANDER IN MUTUALITY

We started slowly in silken shadows

As is toddling in unreal meadows

Quite a walk it has been

Neither hands meet hands

Nor eyes in eyes

We can only share thoughts, and trade some voice.

You smile sometimes  

And I miss every time,

I am truly sorry…

There are things that I couldn’t help

A touch that I can’t feel

A tear that I can’t wipe

But there are promises that I could keep

A relation that we could seal

A bond that we can deal

That one day you’ll see me through

With eyes so gorgeous …

As are you

And on that pretty day

I’ll let you know what I have for you

Of your I have..

A heart that clings, a soul that sings

And little whisper of warmth

Right in your arms

So that could be the perfect gift

Not a tiara, not a jewel

A hug from me

You and I sewed…

There’d never be an argument

But Sometimes a sweetened feud

I know, not this year… but not too late

I wish we raise love that no one could make

Random Thoughts

I be so numb, I be so ill, If i be happy i bluffIts not because you are far away, Its because you ain't close enough..